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——— What I have is Feelings for you But for the first Time, putting to Paper feels wrong. There’s a need to do Something else. Something more . . . ——— Written by Justin B Maltais (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) © 2016 Justin B Maltais  (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) Notes: Please comment and share your thoughts. Views and +faves are great but I value feedback much more than stats! ———

——— The first ride of my life I couldn’t tell which Excited me more,   Man or motorbike. The throbbing vibration   And adrenaline rush I squeezed on, not for,   Dear life, but for stability, Strength, and security   The surging machine   I straddled between my knees Spread throughout my body. I never felt better or   More natural in my life. Man or motorbike. ——— Written by Justin B Maltais (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) © 2016 Justin B Maltais  (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) Notes: Please comment and share your thoughts. Views and +faves are great but I value feedback much more than stats! ———

——— My dear angel.   This is a story about   A little rainbow-   This precious symbol of joy Was born on a Sunday. It was on that day That I was saying Good bye to you It was at that moment My little rainbow   First began it's life. It started in the small Break in my heart   And that’s where its   Roots run deep.   Fueled by the throbbing Emotion contained within The rainbow searches   For the reason why   It began to shine,   On that beautiful day. I know what it is   So passionately seeking.   I know that all the Rainbows in the world Seem to have a beginning And an end, but   A true complete rainbow En

——— Many days passed my heart has been shadowed Tempestual emotions contained in a void. There feelings had no direction to guide them No goal to aim towards. Since your arrival into my shady world, Every sunrise brings new light.   And every day becomes brighter   Even the stars shine with more clarity. ——— Written by Justin B Maltais (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) © 2016 Justin B Maltais  (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) Notes: Please comment and share your thoughts. Views and +faves are great but I value feedback much more than stats! ———

——— Late at night every night, I spend dreaming of watching you fall asleep. Each day that goes by just means that I wish I could spend it with you. That last time I broke down and cried I thought of you so I could smile. Too many times I’ve wrestled with these hard feelings of missing you. Now when I shower, the warm water reminds my body of your touch. Anyone who I’d get close to will not make the cut, because of you. When I'm scared and lonely, sometimes I whisper your name and wait.   Every time I wish I could talk to you I have too much to  say to you. ——— Written by Justin B Malta

——— I’m all alone in this crowded world.   I can’t see east from west, up nor down So many things flood my senses,   Too much for me to even care about.   My thoughts can only focus on one thing. My very heartbeat counting the time, That I am without any comfort. Everything swirling around me is blurred. When I reach out I feel nothing,   My thoughts can only focus oniperson. I search in all directions, desperately.   I pick out faces moving around me,   Only to have them change as they pass by.   I can only hope that I will find what I need. My thoughts can’t focus on anything but you.

——— I don’t want to crowd your space I don’t want to drive you away   I hope you don’t think I’m crazy I’d hate to think you’ll turn away When you’re sick, I’d be the first To rub your back.   If you’re cold and shivering,   My jacket is yours.   If you find yourself lost and scared, I will bring you home.   No matter what you ask of me, All I have is truth. Am I a fool? Will I ever tell you? Will you ever know? I have my heart set on certain hopes and dreams   Am I so foolish and impulsive to think   That I can put off everything in life   Just for

——— I almost forgot what it was like   To be mid way between midnight and dawn Asking the stars questions too big to answer About the existence I find myself in. Now I listen to a bigger stereo playing a softer tune   In the light of sweeter smelling candles all but burned out Playing with my much longer hair   Missing the one thing I had and always wanted. I wonder exactly why I discarded such pleasure As having the company to be beside   And to comfort during stormy nights   I wonder if that was not enough for me. Thinking hard I search for answers untold   Hope to make reason out of rhyme and free verse Am I

——— When I see you again I hope the memories take over. I hope that our separation was desperation,   Clearly, I want to be close to you as we once were. But am I being notably self—centered thinking of this? No, I hope not. I hope for the best, for us; union, ——— Written by Justin B Maltais (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) © 2016 Justin B Maltais  (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) ———

——— I heard your voice for the first time,   And my heart listened.   I know that we were meant   To be something.   You told me that you knew,   But didn’t say what. I felt our minds speak behind our words. I picture you, with me. Both of us are laughing, And singing! ——— Written by Justin B Maltais (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) © 2016 Justin B Maltais  (7U5T1N (https://www.deviantart.com/7u5t1n)) ———